Assalamualaikum
There are a lot of things in my mind right now, about my studies, activities, my responsibilities. Sometime, I turn to be little grumpy because of this mess.
But it is okay , I've joined in an angry management class 5 times a week and a therapy session now.
Solat and Al-Quran.
These are the only things that can make me very calm and as if the world seem a little bit broader after that.
Well, those sentences may sound a little nerdy or kliche. But it is the truth.
I am a muslim since I was a child but still...
I'm a muslim, my IC said I'm a muslim, I recite syahadah, and that's all.
That's all I know.
But His love. Change me little by little,
I;m still me, just a little bit better. I still a childish teenager, I still acting aegyo(cute) and such. I still a little lazy to get up at fajr. But I will keep fighting, fighting with my oldself.
Please.. don't be mad at me,
some of my friends, start to avoid me. (I know) ,
but it is okay, He is there, always beside me.
You know...The most exciting thing about His love is.....He already know, yet He still listen to our stories, cries, hopes.
Making me to love Him more than myself.
Some people may think that I'm just a goody-two-shoes or acting all nice just to be praise at. Well, It depends on you, I hate people that judge someone just by their looks or their past so I try not to judge someone else too.
He knows me, really well, more than myself.
That's all for now. I need to do my homework and essays. (sorry for my broken english, trying-trying tak boleh ka?)
Assalamualaikum,
