If you've read my last entry, you'll know about how I hate to judge and be judge at.
Because, sometime....what we see is not the reality.
People look at me and think I'm a scary girl with a scary face. 'cause I have busy eyebrows and I intend to stare at someone when I found him or her is interesting. Just like what I do when I watch my favourite dramas or movies-I don't know since when this become a habit.
My mom said that my face always looks angry and I hardly smile. Huh~
Well, I''ll change, little by little. It takes time, you know. My face always like this as long as I can remember.
Actually, I'm a friendly girl that can be a little crazy sometimes. Hello! I'm a friendly girl with an angry bird's face!
You can laugh like a maniac beside me and I still think that you're kinda smart or talking non-stop as long as not in the class when the teacher is teaching....
Well, that's why you can't judge the book by its cover.
My friend looks like they'd been misunderstood too, just because how they looks like...
as example a beautiful girl intend to be call 'gedik' and a drama queen but actually, some of them, I REPEAT- SOME OF THEM kinda nice and caring,
and a cute girl with a big eyes intend to be call innocence and childish but....SOME OF THEM more mature than us that looks like a twenty four when we're actually fourteen. Huh,again~
and they're kinda scary too, you know....when we predict about their thoughts and imagination, we'll think pretty flowers and rainbows and cute dolls but....their imagination can be really terrific with bloods and knives or a serial murder by an anonymous in the late 80's.
And also....the one that keep annoy us with their comments and critics.
Maybe, just maybe-they want to help us but they doesn't know how to say it politely. (MAYBE)
We need to be like the date tree, if someone throw something to them, they give the thrower a nice, ripe dates.
(I don't know lah sama ada betol ke idak, date tree ni. Betullah kan, pokok, tree, kurma, date. Date tree lah kan? Apasai pelik bebenor bunyinyer? )
Hoho...that's all for now. If there are some mistakes in my grammar of vocab, please... tell me and teach me how to fix it. I'm a beginner and I'm not afraid to look idiot when I'm learning. (Maybe, Just a little...I REPEAT, just A LITTLE BIT AFRAID)
Okay, just for your information, I have thousands of weaknesses and I didn't admit that I've never judge some one. I judge, but I keep my thought down deep in my mind so, I will not treat her differently or badly just because of some bold predictions.
I'm trying hard to not to judge, but this is what human do--judge someone on our first meeting.
'Look at her, see how big her 'tudung' is, her clothe is too big, she wear socks lah, must be an ustazah, I must avoid her or else she'll keep commenting at my wardrobe. She'll be too 'skema' and I will look bad just by standing next to her.'
'Eeww...Look at her~ Looks so pious but acts like a tomboy.'
That's enough! I'm sick of it! We're not a goody-two-shoes, it was an advice not a critic and it was because we love you and we want to befriend with you 'till Jannah, we're just like others, we have our crazy side....but we control it because we doesn't want to look so cheap.
But you know...I'll keep asking for Allah to forgive you and may He grant you Hidayah.
Assalamualaikum and sorry if there is any words that'd hurt your feeling.
